I want my Albey tonight. I miss him dearly & I'm worried about him. Albey is still my best friend even through the hell we have been through. I found out the other day from his brother that he got an eviction notice on his house & he is being investigated for stealing in the neighborhood & pawning the stuff...GOD! He has so many problems but I have known his good side and I loved him for it...Honestly, my problem is that I never truly got over him, I just shut him out as much as I could handle...but now it's getting hard because Axl knows who he is and he is asking for him...I have found myself crying every night now over him, over how he always let me have my side of the bed...how he would go anywhere any time of day for me for anything that would make me happy...I miss that dearly...that give anything do anything for you love.
I love Lucas, but our love is different. Our love is based on our thoughts & our minds more than on our hearts. Don't get me wrong, our hearts are definitely in it, but it isn't the without-a-second-to-think JUMP kind, it's a well-planned, well-thought out love. He wants me to marry him & well, honest to god, I'm scared. & on top of everything, I'm 11 days late...guys...I think I'm pregnant. I took a test on the 13Th & it was negative, but yet, still no period.
WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I'm being stupid and not thinking things through for myself because I am afraid of the repercussions.
Where is my best friend when I need him?
hey sis
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so i've been thinking about ur being late & honstly i think it's just stress. i know it sounds stupid but when i had periods (i don't now cuz i'm on depo) & i got majorly stressed i would miss one all the time so try not to worry i know it's easier said than done & if u need anything or just want to talk i'm a phone call away & right down the street <3
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